But you gave me one good reason to fight and never walk away;
I thought I knew what I wanted out of life. I thought I was so happy, but apparently I was so wrong.
Now every couple days I get on Facebook and I go and look at your profile. It just makes me so sick to think that you are dating someone else. It makes me so frustrated that you are happy and I don’t know if I am. You took so much of my life and you just ripped it to shreds. I want you to suffer even if that’s not what I really want. I want you to look in the mirror and say, “no I wasn’t good enough for Rumor.” I want you to understand what I had to deal with and what I’m still dealing with every day.
You think you know someone until they completely destroy your heart. I hurt, I hurt all the time and it’s all because of you. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. But I would be lying if I said that I didn’t want you to come see me, to come hold me.
I thought I was helping myself move on from all the bullshit by just WHORING myself out to everyone. It didn’t help the pain, it just hurt more.
You took me for granted so long, I shed far too many tears for you. And it was all worth nothing to you. And now I’m not waiting anymore, and now I’m trying not to suffer anymore.
AND YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU DESERVE IN THE END.